It's okay to change your mind
following your heart is the most important practice even when it means going against external expectations
As I sat down to write my words for you this week, I suddenly felt stuck and a little sad. As soon as I realized this, I knew why.
Over the past few weeks, I had been inspired to expand my Muses of a Medium offering to include online audience readings, monthly guided meditations, exclusive content and community connection if you joined as a paid member. I put it all together and launched this invitation last week.
However, I realized the moment I started to write that in practice, something felt off. I knew deep in my gut that I didn’t want to choose which words some would have access to and which words some wouldn’t. In this process, it has been interesting to discover what truly aligns with my heart regarding sharing my experiences here on Muses of a Medium. With some reflection, this became clear:
My intention is to invite you to be in the magic, the intensity and the healing that I bear witness to and help to facilitate; to create a path through my reflections for all of us to experience more depth, love, safety, trust and joy in our lives. I am moved to write because the experiences I have are not meant to be held and witnessed alone; they are part of a larger system of consciousness that is on a healing journey and one of my roles is to contribute to that healing journey by sharing here.
Put another way, after I launched my subscription upgrade on this platform, I realized why it wasn’t quite the right fit. This important recognition wouldn’t have surfaced had I not taken those steps which has led to a deeper understanding about my evolving role in this work.
So I’ll keep writing and sharing here with no requirement to subscribe. If you feel moved to support my work by purchasing a subscription, that would be lovely and felt deeply. I’ll also occasionally share enticing ways to expand your experience with me including an online audience reading that I will schedule in the coming weeks. If you purchased a subscription during this time, reach out. We’ll be happy to refund you if you’d like.
I changed my mind. And I suggest you do too.
If what you’ve decided on doesn’t end up resonating, change your mind. There is such an opportunity in being able to recognize the gifts in the discomfort that is felt when a change is needed. Adjusting to feel more at home in your world is a good thing. Many people I’ve worked with over the years harbor a belief that something must feel hard or have an element of difficulty to be real, believable or valuable. Often, they are not aware of this belief until it is spoken during a session and it is a powerful moment when it is brought to consciousness because it can then be changed.
Here’s permission to shift and change in order to follow what feels right in your heart. As we all do this, we release stickiness or the weight of external expectations and see the world and our role in it evolve for the better. We give permission for everyone to show up more authentically. When we do that, we create more love, safety, authenticity and trust. And of course, we have waaaaay more fun!
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Anna, this is my favorite post so far.
So authentic about your feelings, your process, and your understanding that
a change needed to happen.
This is part of being a human, and a medium.
I can relate better to you now as a human being, especially helpful was this Powerful Modeling by you.
Your honesty, insight, awareness, and strength to make changes in the face of your original vision, This is magical to me , and more than many of the other stories are ,very valuable.
Modeling is such a powerful and important influence on us humans.
Thank you Anna ,so much, for sharing your emotions and process.
Wendy Anne McCourt